The first Wednesday of every month is officially Insecure Writer’s Support Group day for participating blog owners who may be professional or amateur writers. (All you need is the passion and output, published or not). Started by Alex Cavanaugh the author of the sci-fi space opera CassaStar and sequel CassaFire, it is a means for writers to talk about their fears big and small. It is also an opportunity to connect to other writers who may have conquered these or are sailing in the same insecure boat as you.
No cartoons this time, humour may or may not make an appearance. I started writing again 1 1/2 years ago. Happy to post my best pieces (you can beg to differ, no sweat) on my blog, being new to the chances in the publishing world, especially online. I realised albeit 5 months back, in Nov 11 that the tiny (OK, huge, colossal...I get the point) lack of knowledge meant that 75% of my work is now unfit for online publication, even if less than a dozen souls have read each of the works.
Then I wrote some more, submitted, followed by the rejections. Most were standard - we can't use it now, doesn't fit in our style and so on kinds. The first one in Dec 11 made me cry for an hour...but the thick skin developed over time.
Until two things happened, back to back.
A poetry of mine got brutally dissected by three editors of an Ezine with comments like too general, can't understand the point, unreadable style.
Silent prayers for
Then a unfamiliar blogger writer added insult to injury by not just calling out to my punctuation (that's fine, I look out for genuine critique anyway) but dissed my self respect by sending me, without the courtesy of prior intimation, a 'not asked for' ebook on punctuation along with a left-handed compliment.
I may be a struggling writer even a bad one but I can buy my own books, thank you!
Free books, good ones, I love them, who doesn't? - but that's what giveaways, contests, review forums, author approved/publisher or site sponsored 'free book' promotions are for.
On the bright side, I am still going to create a free Smashwords chapbook of some my poetry pieces in June as a birthday gift to myself.
Much brighter, I am slowly getting out of the anaemic phase with my haemoglobin count going up. Hopefully, the clean bill of health, the magical 11.5 will come in a couple of months. Till then, my parents will have to bear the tired, irritable, forgetful Rek.
Till then, my sensitive stomach will have to put with the iron and folate pills...sigh.
The brightest, next month's IWSG will see a positive post, even a humourous one if I can pull it.
For the ones who still visit , a self created joke - do pamper the sick even if it isn't funny...
Why would vampires avoid the 'synthesised blood' banks?
They prefer the organic variety to plastic.
No cartoons this time, humour may or may not make an appearance. I started writing again 1 1/2 years ago. Happy to post my best pieces (you can beg to differ, no sweat) on my blog, being new to the chances in the publishing world, especially online. I realised albeit 5 months back, in Nov 11 that the tiny (OK, huge, colossal...I get the point) lack of knowledge meant that 75% of my work is now unfit for online publication, even if less than a dozen souls have read each of the works.
Then I wrote some more, submitted, followed by the rejections. Most were standard - we can't use it now, doesn't fit in our style and so on kinds. The first one in Dec 11 made me cry for an hour...but the thick skin developed over time.
Until two things happened, back to back.
A poetry of mine got brutally dissected by three editors of an Ezine with comments like too general, can't understand the point, unreadable style.
Silent prayers for
success that eludes.
Journey back and forth
on an ever changing road.
Doing whatever it takes
Journey back and forth
on an ever changing road.
Doing whatever it takes
to make time stop still,
if only for a few
moments
to gather baggage and quilt.
to gather baggage and quilt.
Trudge across the
finishing line,
the one, that loves playing vile tricks,
the one, that loves playing vile tricks,
further down the
road, it forever, spins.
Proclaim myself
victorious,
to find, obstacles
strewn across,
newer, stronger,
unexpected
Blasphemous
messages to ancestors gone,
Unheard.
The mocking Gods
roll over in mirth,
pointing at this
"puny human" in distress.
Then a unfamiliar blogger writer added insult to injury by not just calling out to my punctuation (that's fine, I look out for genuine critique anyway) but dissed my self respect by sending me, without the courtesy of prior intimation, a 'not asked for' ebook on punctuation along with a left-handed compliment.
I may be a struggling writer even a bad one but I can buy my own books, thank you!
Free books, good ones, I love them, who doesn't? - but that's what giveaways, contests, review forums, author approved/publisher or site sponsored 'free book' promotions are for.
Strangely, both have made me question my writing skills. As of now, I write because it's literally my lifeline in a lonely world, but publication is no longer my goal.
Which brings us to the title, is it better to get standard rejections? Is disinclination a death knell for my passion?On the bright side, I am still going to create a free Smashwords chapbook of some my poetry pieces in June as a birthday gift to myself.
Much brighter, I am slowly getting out of the anaemic phase with my haemoglobin count going up. Hopefully, the clean bill of health, the magical 11.5 will come in a couple of months. Till then, my parents will have to bear the tired, irritable, forgetful Rek.
Till then, my sensitive stomach will have to put with the iron and folate pills...sigh.
The brightest, next month's IWSG will see a positive post, even a humourous one if I can pull it.
For the ones who still visit , a self created joke - do pamper the sick even if it isn't funny...
Why would vampires avoid the 'synthesised blood' banks?
They prefer the organic variety to plastic.